Tried to post this yesterday, but it didn't work
Well, a year ago today I reported to OCS. its hard to believe, it
seems like so long ago. these last 6 months have past as quickly as
the previous 6 did slowly. The events of the last year still amaze
me, the mixture of emotions, the doubts, the joys. Ironically, my
dog left today for "boot camp" for 3 weeks. aka obedience school.
I've been looking back at my journal from then and i think i've lost
sight of how consuming a time it was. nothing else seemed to matter,
all i could think about was getting out of the navy, it was an
obsession, a crazed time. i think i've blocked out the depth of that
depression and the completeness of the tunnel vision i had.
My parents are moving this week, and my journal from the first weeks
there is in a box. when i find it, i'll post some.
I think my time in pensacola really helped me appreciate my friends,
whether they agreed or disagreed with my decision, they always
provided a kind ear and a loving word. thinking about it now my eyes
are filling with tears. I'm so thankful for the friends God has
blessed me with and the example of Christ they've shown me. I can't
thank yall enough.
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